Those nights

     Fewer and fewer they come around. You know those type of nights im talking about. Where you just want to torture yourself with sad songs and just lay in bed til you fall asleep. i havent had a night like this since the day before my birthday. Uhg. i couldnt possibly think of one thing that can cheer me up tonight. Well, there's one thing.. but that wont happen. Or maybe if i recieved like a bajillion dollars right
now or free Pizza Hut for life. But that wont happen either.
     i think its healthy to have these kind of days once in a while? i mean, if you're happy all the time, there MUST be something wrong with you. So this must be totally normal. Haha, normal. i've just been building up unnecessary stress. its really hard being in college. Plus extra curricular activites that just take up so much space. Ahgggg! i'm going crazy over here. Shut up, brianna, just shut up.
     Lets focus on the good here! i ate at Chilli's today :-) yummm
Goodnight cruel cruel world!




With love, brianna